in-between

๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ฎ ๐™–๐™จ๐™›, ๐™—๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™š๐™ก๐™›๐™ž๐™š๐™จ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง ๐™—๐™ค๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™›๐™ž๐™™๐™š๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™š โœจ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿฅ€

I donโ€™t know if Iโ€™m in a bad mood or not. I feel shitty. Mopey. But not depressed. The super fucking confusing to me. And upsetting. But itโ€™s manageable. But itโ€™s annoying and I donโ€™t like it. But it isnโ€™t paralyzing me. Why is existing still something I have to feel guilty about? Iโ€™m confused. This period of my life is just uncertainty. Now that the other chaos has subsided, the uncertainty Iโ€™ve always been plagued with can be front and fucking center. Itโ€™s fine. Iโ€™m just off and blah and yucky. I canโ€™t focus, either. Which doesnโ€™t fucking help. But anyway.

*… ๐™„ ๐™™๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™™๐™ค ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ + ๐™„ ๐™™๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™ž๐™› ๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™ค …*

Published by ittakesrain

||Coffee enthusiast, lover of books, Disney fanatic, planner addict. I like inspirational quotes, stationary and pens and stickers, taking/saving pictures of things that make me happy, and writing about nonsense. Rainbows are my favorite things. I think tattoos are awesome, and I want to get more. I'm going to publish a book about my having conquered anorexia one day. || I am here to properly document the lessons I'm learning as I journey to self-fulfillment. I'm trying to figure out my life, which is proving to be tougher than I thought it would be. But I'm determined to find the positive in this situation. And I will not settle for anything less than happiness and success. || It takes rain to make a rainbow!

2 thoughts on “in-between

    1. Definitely. Like I donโ€™t wanna call this depression bc it doesnโ€™t do justice good how absolutely incomprehensibly terrible Iโ€™ve felt in the past. But this still sucks lol.
      Thanks my friend!! ๐Ÿ˜Ž

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